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Battle with Brain Fog
Worst fog today. Kept forgetting what I was supposed to do. Then I lose focus. And then I am also so very sleepy. My head would...

Marichit Garcia
Jan 19, 20231 min read


Fighting through the fog of fatigue
Sometime within the day I should have a longish post. It's a local holiday today so I get to take a little break from work although I...

Marichit Garcia
Nov 30, 20221 min read


Sometimes I just need a void to scream into
Or a void to monologue into. Which is what I am about to do now. No holding back now. At some point in my creative online life, I worried...

Marichit Garcia
Nov 13, 20222 min read


The Long and Short of it
I have always been pressured to write nice longish blog posts and when I can't then I don't write at all. Which is an easy path to not...

Marichit Garcia
Nov 12, 20222 min read


Going for it
Signed up for the full weekend on Aug 6-7. Saturday is a make-up day for last Saturday's canceled event. Sunday is an extension day. I...

Marichit Garcia
Aug 3, 20222 min read


In Perpetual Process
Good thing I've more or less learned to trust my process. It's not a thing that actually ends but goes on and on. When you reach a new...

Marichit Garcia
Aug 2, 20222 min read


February was a Tough Month
As you already know, I was sick for a week at the beginning of it. Then my paycheck was cut in half because I didn’t have any paid leaves...

Marichit Garcia
Mar 10, 20222 min read


First Weekend: Time Traveling and Tangled Thoughts
The first week of the dayjob has worn me out so badly that I fell asleep right after dinner on Friday night and slept right through into...

Marichit Garcia
Jan 23, 20223 min read


Day 4. This is hard.
The transition to a full-time work routine has been tough. No art has been made. No anything outside of the work. At the end of the day I...

Marichit Garcia
Jan 20, 20222 min read


Begin Again, and Again
That whole week between the 25th of December and the new year had been a blur. I had to work, with a deadline on the 31st. It was sheer...

Marichit Garcia
Jan 4, 20223 min read


The Beginning of an End
I have a lot of particularly strong thoughts and feelings today. My current way and days of life are perhaps coming to a kind of end and,...

Marichit Garcia
Dec 20, 20212 min read


Take the Time. Take the Path.
Yesterday’s art market turned out well. I already earned back the fees for 2.5 out of 3 days. So the next two selling days this weekend...

Marichit Garcia
Dec 13, 20212 min read


First Time Again
All weekend art markets were put on hold for almost two years since the pandemic started. Today I join one as quarantine continues to...

Marichit Garcia
Dec 12, 20212 min read


Another Late Morning
I have been trying to fix my body clock (unsuccessfully) for the past weeks. While I have mostly been able to keep insomnia away (thanks...

Marichit Garcia
Dec 9, 20214 min read


Let’s Do This (For Real)
By this I mean writing everyday. I lost my journaling mojo sometime in the past months. Heck, I may have lost it sometime last year after...

Marichit Garcia
Dec 8, 20212 min read


How Did 2021 Go?
As far as I am concerned, 2021 was as tough as if not tougher than 2020. The situations were different but the anxiety and stress were at...

Marichit Garcia
Dec 4, 20214 min read


A sleight of hand and suddenly it’s October
September went by quite fast. I had been busy, for sure, but still. September wasn’t too hard on the outside but it wasn’t easy on the...

Marichit Garcia
Oct 2, 20210 min read


Small Upheavals
There was a kind of turning point more than a week ago. (I burst into a long flood of tears.) And then I just couldn’t go on in exactly...

Marichit Garcia
Aug 23, 20214 min read


A Deep Breath Before Plunging into the Day
Last night our mama cat gave birth to four kitties. It was an unplanned and unexpected birth because she was already to be scheduled for...

Marichit Garcia
Aug 11, 20212 min read


The Garden Wants Today
Yesterday was quite good. I finally got around to fixing the tiny balcony again. It’s not yet done but it’s fixed enough for me to be...

Marichit Garcia
Aug 10, 20212 min read